Hmm maybe all I needed was to talk to someone about all these. Perhaps I was over-analysing things in the post about relations and uncertainties. Or.. I'm still not too sure. As I read it again, it did seem a little too extreme and obsessed about the idea of people hiding the truth.

That's because I got it a little more reasoned out. Doesn't mean I still don't feel that way. Really confused so .. art it is, for now.